Victoria passed away due to sudden onset heart failure this month. I know many readers won't understand, but right now I'm moving on. I'll be able to make a memorial video, page, etc. later on but right now it's too raw, and the fact that she's gone terrifies me too much to deal with it. It's denial, in a way, I suppose. But I just don't feel as though I can go on with my life any other way. I have two other dogs that need me desperately, a full time job teaching a classroom of six-year-olds who need constant attention and a teacher truly dedicated to their progress...I planted a fox-tail fern over Victoria's grave and will be having a memorial stone created when I know I can handle choosing the words, images, etc.
I know when I have to sit down and think about everything I will miss about her, I'll be out of it for days. I just can't do that right now, I have to keep my life going. I'll be posting again over Summer when the dogs and I get out and do more, and I just wanted to make everyone aware of why Victoria won't be in my posts.
I'm so sorry to hear about Victoria! I just lost Mia on May 28th due to heart failure as well. Hope you and the pups are doing okay <3
ReplyDeleteIt was so sad to read about your lost. I hope you are doing little better now even though it's only 3 months since Victoria death. Sending you a big hug.
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